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RIP Chester Bennington

It's too late.

It's too late I know but I can't stand myself so I write. Actually I wasn't a Linkin Park fan. Of course I knew them and I heard their songs. When I heard the news about his death, I was shocked so much. I don't know why but I wanted to chase him, in other words kill myself. Instead of suicide, I watch their music videos on Youtube. It helped me, I cried a lot and I didn't commit suicide. After that I became a fan of LP. I know it's too late, cause he's gone. His voice is amazing, I couldn't imagine he was mid-aged man. Especially "Heavy" 's lyrics made me cry again and again.


This song is maybe his suicide note. I'm so sad, he had everything, but he committed suicide. Life is not for money or fame... In his case love and family couldn't save him. His friend Chris Cornell is gone, that's why, only this reason. People who don't understand suicide and mental issue say wrong. He's past, that is, abuse and drags, was not a matter and he was not a weak person. He was just kind and too sensitive.

People who doesn't understand why he committed suicide are no problem, cause they will never commit suicide. People who have not thought about suicide even once don't understand his feelings... Anyway I feel terribly sorry for losing him. Person like him had to give a hope to person like me.

RIP Chester

I swear I will listen your songs until the last day of my life.

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